In Memory of Jessie Ruiz : Support Needed

To my son, I love so dearly, it breaks my heart so much… I never in my lifetime thought I would feel broken about this tragedy and what they say about what happened to you. I’m truly in shock about this whole situation. You are the best son I could have ever asked for in my life. God gave me you, so now your spirit and soul are gone. I believe in my heart God’s angels took you. I know you’re resting now. I promise to keep nothing but the greatest memories in my heart and all the beautiful pictures and times we spent together. All of our conversations we had together. Tears we shared together. All of our times in church, cleaning for God, which we loved doing. All of our time eating great food. All of our Dutch Bros and drinks we had. Even the ice cream and laughter we had together. Stories we shared about things we did in the past and how God saved you and me, and above all, how we loved Jesus so much. However, we don’t know the hour or time death comes, but in this time of brokenness, God will give me all I need to push forward with His spirit, strength, and peace. You will never, never, never be gone in our hearts; to those who loved you so much, which there are so many people who adore you, you will always be in our mouths to everyone that loves you. When God gave me you, son, I sang the song “You Are My Sunshine,” and that’s what you are, a ray of sunshine returning back home to God. May God’s peace be upon you now, until we’re together one day. I love you, my son. Love you forever, Mom.