In loving memory of Baby E

On June 8,2020 my worst nightmare came true God called my youngest son home Davaros Wilson Jr. born September  21,2018, He passed away in his sleep we all thought he was taken a nap went into the room to wake him so he can eat and be changed and he wouldn't respond. We don't know what went wrong he was just up fine earlier that day running around playing with his sisters and brothers . I'll never forget hearing his father and sister and brothers calling his name trying to wake him. And me running in the room only to see my baby laid out body looking lifeless. This is a pain I wouldn't wish on anyone and it will never go away. I will always question why me why my baby what did we do to deserve this?  Even when the autopsy do come back because He was such a happy healthy baby boy. Very goofy and stubborn and he definitely thought he ran the house lol. He loved baby shark, elmo, boss baby and eating lol. He wan't really a people person if it wasn't me his dad or his sisters or brother he wasn't to much fooling with you. He was a very special baby boy well taken care of.  we wasn't expecting anything like this to happen and I stopped paying on my life insurance last year when we hit some financial problems and God brought us out of a big storm just to toss us into a bigger one I just don't understand and I don't think I ever will. He leaves behind a mother me Jana a Father Davaros Sr, two sister Danyla age 3 months Jania age 7 and they share the same birthday. three  brothers Jontavious age 9, Dantrell age 8 and Davontay age 5 that's gonna miss him dearly. I don't know if my babies will ever get over this definitely sense they was in the room when he passed and they seen him laid out on the floor while we was trying to do cpr. Mama don't know how she gonna keep going son because it gets harder and harder and realer and realer as the days pass I realize you not coming home to us all I have left is your memories and i'm so thankful that God did bless us with you for the year and a half we did get to spend with you son just know we love and miss you and even though you left this earth you will forever live on in us watch over me your dad and sisters and brothers son into we meet again and save us a place in heaven  ! I know times are hard right now but we greatly appreciate all the love and support and if you can donate  even if its a dollar we greatly appreciate  it so we can lay our son to rest and if you would like to cashapp instead because gofundme charges a fee you can do so to $blue211. #longlivebabye