Please help me

Please help me. I never wanted to have to beg & gravel like this but I’m currently 18 & homeless. The financial aid I qualified for is no longer valid. The authorities are telling me I may have to pay it back. I’ve tried and I’m still trying to get a job but it’s been hard as I’m a student & don’t have a car license, which I can’t afford anyway. My parents have abandoned me and won’t give me any financial aid. Please I don’t want my life to get ruined. I don’t want to die in debt. I already have a small debt from when I was a teen due to a different struggle which I was gonna pay off with my financial aid. My road to recovery has become a nightmare again. I’m begging from the bottom of my heart for anybody who can, to donate. Please. I don’t want to die.