I'm homeless & need a helping hand
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This is the truly the hardest thing I have ever had to do. Normally in my life, I tend to be able to share like an open book, and a lot of my good friends know this about me. My story starts with the fact that I am tired of shielding my personal difficulties to those around me for the sake that everything in my life is not what it seems. I do believe we can all learn from our struggles, and hopefully share without judgements.
Currently, I am at an extremely desperate time in my life. I will begin by humbly admitting that I am homeless, due to the fact that my mother got a court injunction on me stating that she feels she is in immanent danger of her life because of me. I have lived with her for over 8 years because I am on disability. There are a multitude of reasons why she isn't taking into consideration my mental illness, along with what life has unfortunately thrown my way. It goes very deep emotionally, and I'm hurting to the very core of my true self. I will always love my mother, but I can't really wrap my mind around why she is haphazardly doing this. I think part of it may stem from her upbringing, but I'd rather not get into the those details of her personal life.
I was served a restraining order on March 5th, 2021, and I have cried practically everyday since then. Forgiveness is what I practice in terms of my principles, but I'm not sure how I can overlook all of the pain I am feeling inside. There is a persistent void within the framework of my very being that I have no words to describe. I have never felt this kind of pain before, but I'm doing my best to adapt one day at a time with very little money.
I emphatically feel I was not given a fair 15 minute hearing via ZOOM. I was also subjected by a judge that did not review the evidence that provided as well. My mother was given the ability to speak more than me . My effort to express to judge was overlooked when I stated, she has verbally, emotionally, & psychologically abused me since I was a child. She literally had a stronghold of my well being and it was tearing me into slivers. On the upside, I am going to take all this with the hopes that there is a better life awaiting and I will stay strong with God on my side everyday.
I would like to mention that, I have videos, text messaging, and more personal testimony that I could continue share, but I am trying to keep this as brief as possible and not air out dirty laundry, so to say.
So moving forward, I will embrace my own personal challenges compounded alongside the daily treatment I got from her. I have suffered from mental illness since 2001. It literally stole my identity after I realized that I could no longer work in the fast paced environment of dotcom startup companies. I thrived off of that type of work environment and dedicated every aspect of my life to becoming more successful as I climbed the corporate ladder. Adjusting and accepting the the fact that I suffer from Bipolar Disorder has been awful and strange, and I never thought it would be something that I would have to deal with in my life. I fully accept my disorder, and always try to do my best with acknowledging that each day is a gift that I treasure. I am actually a very happy soul, that combats mood swings, but I am very aware of myself as they begin to take form, and know when to stay out of public until they pass over time.
It's sad for me to think that my mother didn't take into perspective that since January, I have dealt with the loss of my ex fiance who died last August 2020. We knew each other for a total of eight years, so yeah, that really hurts too. Then I had to have knee surgery and back injections because of a horrible slip and fall last February at a gas station. So I'm living in daily pain and cannot receive the physical therapy I need because I now don't have a permanent residency and my car is broken down. And, most recently my only baby, Lexi my doggie, of almost 18 years died, and due to the circumstances, I wasn't able to see or spend time with her beforehand. Just a week ago, I had all I could take after house hopping since March, and I finally went to crisis for some "Lisa time out". It really helped me collect my thoughts and I was able to just cry it out in a room alone, while being cared for. I think I made the right decision to do so.
If anyone is interested in seeing some the evidence, that proves why I am homeless, NP. BUT, What she has done to me is worse than exposing the truth of this matter. I will be appealing this case because it's not fare that I am made out to look someone that I don't come close to the person claims. I am completely crushed by my own mother, and need help getting through this rough patch. I'm on my last thread.
The last part of this fundraiser has to do with starting an online e-commerce business, so that I can eventually get off of disability and afford to live a simple and quiet lifestyle. I have over 13 years experience in the field, and have been closely researching the direction. My medical bills alone are $2000. Pray for me please. I can get past this and will, with your help. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Anything donation makes a difference. Many blessings for those who can give. I will get past this chapter and I will maintain stability on my own with TLC.
THANK YOU KINDLY!
Currently, I am at an extremely desperate time in my life. I will begin by humbly admitting that I am homeless, due to the fact that my mother got a court injunction on me stating that she feels she is in immanent danger of her life because of me. I have lived with her for over 8 years because I am on disability. There are a multitude of reasons why she isn't taking into consideration my mental illness, along with what life has unfortunately thrown my way. It goes very deep emotionally, and I'm hurting to the very core of my true self. I will always love my mother, but I can't really wrap my mind around why she is haphazardly doing this. I think part of it may stem from her upbringing, but I'd rather not get into the those details of her personal life.
I was served a restraining order on March 5th, 2021, and I have cried practically everyday since then. Forgiveness is what I practice in terms of my principles, but I'm not sure how I can overlook all of the pain I am feeling inside. There is a persistent void within the framework of my very being that I have no words to describe. I have never felt this kind of pain before, but I'm doing my best to adapt one day at a time with very little money.
I emphatically feel I was not given a fair 15 minute hearing via ZOOM. I was also subjected by a judge that did not review the evidence that provided as well. My mother was given the ability to speak more than me . My effort to express to judge was overlooked when I stated, she has verbally, emotionally, & psychologically abused me since I was a child. She literally had a stronghold of my well being and it was tearing me into slivers. On the upside, I am going to take all this with the hopes that there is a better life awaiting and I will stay strong with God on my side everyday.
I would like to mention that, I have videos, text messaging, and more personal testimony that I could continue share, but I am trying to keep this as brief as possible and not air out dirty laundry, so to say.
So moving forward, I will embrace my own personal challenges compounded alongside the daily treatment I got from her. I have suffered from mental illness since 2001. It literally stole my identity after I realized that I could no longer work in the fast paced environment of dotcom startup companies. I thrived off of that type of work environment and dedicated every aspect of my life to becoming more successful as I climbed the corporate ladder. Adjusting and accepting the the fact that I suffer from Bipolar Disorder has been awful and strange, and I never thought it would be something that I would have to deal with in my life. I fully accept my disorder, and always try to do my best with acknowledging that each day is a gift that I treasure. I am actually a very happy soul, that combats mood swings, but I am very aware of myself as they begin to take form, and know when to stay out of public until they pass over time.
It's sad for me to think that my mother didn't take into perspective that since January, I have dealt with the loss of my ex fiance who died last August 2020. We knew each other for a total of eight years, so yeah, that really hurts too. Then I had to have knee surgery and back injections because of a horrible slip and fall last February at a gas station. So I'm living in daily pain and cannot receive the physical therapy I need because I now don't have a permanent residency and my car is broken down. And, most recently my only baby, Lexi my doggie, of almost 18 years died, and due to the circumstances, I wasn't able to see or spend time with her beforehand. Just a week ago, I had all I could take after house hopping since March, and I finally went to crisis for some "Lisa time out". It really helped me collect my thoughts and I was able to just cry it out in a room alone, while being cared for. I think I made the right decision to do so.
If anyone is interested in seeing some the evidence, that proves why I am homeless, NP. BUT, What she has done to me is worse than exposing the truth of this matter. I will be appealing this case because it's not fare that I am made out to look someone that I don't come close to the person claims. I am completely crushed by my own mother, and need help getting through this rough patch. I'm on my last thread.
The last part of this fundraiser has to do with starting an online e-commerce business, so that I can eventually get off of disability and afford to live a simple and quiet lifestyle. I have over 13 years experience in the field, and have been closely researching the direction. My medical bills alone are $2000. Pray for me please. I can get past this and will, with your help. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. Anything donation makes a difference. Many blessings for those who can give. I will get past this chapter and I will maintain stability on my own with TLC.
THANK YOU KINDLY!
Organisator
Luna Bright
Organisator
Miami, FL