Hi, I really hoped I wouldn't have to do this because I heavily dislike accepting help but I don't have a choice. I'm Nick, I'm an 18 year old artist and trans guy who lives in the Netherlands and I've been kicked out of my home. I have been in mental health care since about 8 years old, I have been through hell and back and from 17-18 I was suddenly left without mental healthcare; The clinic I lived at closed down, and I ended up back home again against my will. My stepfather and I had a heavy argument yesterday and the story ended up with me on the streets because his decision was "Either the kid goes out or I go out"; My mother refuses to choose between us both, so I had to make the decision for my own safety to leave. Cops were involved, youth protection was involved, anything you could think of has tried their best but they can't do anything for me; I'm left stuck. I currently have 2 days to stay at somebody else's place and after that I'll end up on the streets again. My father is abusive, my mother refuses to make a choice, my grandmother is on her deathbed herself, other family is attached to my father's side or are people who don't want to be involved, I don't have anywhere I can go. I live on a benefit; I get about €800 ish per month, but about €400 gets taken off paying for my insurance and additional bills and I'm through my money already this month due to needing to catch up on previous bills (which also wasn't my fault, I had issues going on with the payment getting through to my insurance.). I'm sorry if this text is a mess but I'm living on 2 hours of sleep and I can barely think, if you want more information and whatnot you're welcome to text me, I'll provide it.