I’m 19, Brain-Damaged, Alone, and Out of Time

i can’t think straight right now i’m in so much pain but i really need to say thank you to everyone. i don’t even know a way to properly express how grateful i am that feels like it good enough. this passed the goal and i never thought it would. i’m not raising it again. i don’t even know how to process it. i am just beyond thankful for all of the support and kindness you all have been showing me.

 i also feel i need to say this. nobody knows what’s happening to me but me. not my family, not anyone from high school, people claiming to be my friends, and certainly not randoms online pretending they know the truth. i don’t talk to anyone in my family. i have no one helping me. i’ve been doing this alone.

people don’t see the seizures, the blackouts, the unbearable pressure in my head, or the clicking sound my brain makes when i try to push my jaw forward to relieve it. they don’t see the days i can’t speak, can’t think, can’t function.

 if you have any questions please ask me. im an honest person and have no problems clarifying any questions or concerns you may have. but please don’t make assumptions and spread lies. i’m not faking or exaggerating anything. i made this because i had no other option. i just want to live somewhere safe and finally get proper treatment to figure out what’s wrong with me. i don’t want a life of luxury i just want my health and some stability. thank you to everyone who’s supported me. i’m still here because of you.

 -aurora <3