I wish cancer got cancer & died!

Hi my name is Aparna (Ann), im 41yrs old. In December of 2020 i was diagnosed with Colorectal Cancer. I also have Crohns Disease. I did oral chemo & radiation for 6wks then did 6months of IV chemo to which none helped. I had to have my colon removed, so now i have a ostomy. 10 blood transfusions within 3months. In & out of the hospital for 7months. Recently was hospitalized for 1month to find out my cancer not only came back but also spread into my abdomen (stage 4). Now i require chemo again. Not being able to work in months is the hardest. I have no health insurance. I have to purchase my own ostomy supplies & still pay bills. Anything would be appreciated. If you cant, i appreciate you reading this and if you could just pray and pass this along. Thank you! God bless you.