Hi, my name is Kayla and I am 23 years old. This is how i live. With clutter and garbage everywhere. I can't keep living like this, I know I can't. But I don't know how to fix it.

Honestly, I haven't lived in an ACTUALLY clean house in years. I can't remember the last time I've actually been able to sit in a room without being disgusted. I've tried so many different techniques, habits, schedules, something to try to motivate me to get to cleaning the shit hole I live in, but i can't do it. I need help. Desperately. I want to hire a local cleaning service to help me and my mother start fresh after years of hoarding and clutter. Neither of us make enough money to afford something like this. I just... I really need the help and I've gotten desperate enough to try and make something here. Any amount of money helps. I just don't want to live in this hell anymore. I want this place to feel livable so I can finally focus on my mental and physical health.

I just want to be okay again. I don't want to have terrible nightmares about living in trash and being swarmed by bugs anymore, or feel like I'm going to cry because I know that I can't do this alone.

Any amount of funds would help, and I'll be forever thankful to whoever takes the time to donate. I feel like being able to exist in a clean space will hopefully help both my mother and I to have a better life. Please, we desperately need the help.

Thank you.