Hi morning all I hope you will see my transformation and be able to help me well my story goes like this I have uploaded some pictures the one picture is. Me a year agosuffeeing with multiple mental health issues and alcohol and drug addiction and involved in. Crime I was a psychopath suicidal fighting demons every where I went I was surrounded around the darkness arguing with god all the time and all I wanted to do was die I tried kill myself many occasions run in front of moving vehicles drug overdose stabbed myself tryed hanging myself in the end I had enough I couldn't beat the demons that were around me so I did a crime to put myself in jail I was a state as off which going to jail was hard but I started to calm down I was refused anti phycotics whilst in there so I had to deal with my mental health myself I started to build up my relationship with my family as I had wreaked havoc over the years I then cleaned myself up off drugs started a construction course as off which I completed I passed my CSCS test health and safety first aid manual handling working at heights and nvq in scissor lift I got released from prison. 6 weeks ago and instantly found a church to go to in stoke on Trent as of which they annonted me with the oil and then they pulled me out side and said I had demons attached to me as off which I new I had so they removed them off me. But they said I must not do anything from my past life again as they will come back to me oh wow it's been a fantastic journey these last six weeks I joined the gym joined up at the library connected with my family we now do WhatsApp group calls. I no longer drink alcohol no drugs don't smoke don't listen to gangster music no gangster films ive turned full vegan go dance classes go swimming. Spin classes and yoga my whole life has been saved by the father and I keep going church and I got baptised last Sunday my whole journey is being recorded I get alcohol tested by probation I get drug tested and both have come back negative my old life is no more due to having faith and my eyes opening and love for the father so I am in a probation hostel at the moment for another 7 weeks after this I'm homeless I cannot afford now to be homeless and fall back into that lifestyle so I am seeking help as I cannot ask my family as I caused them so much heartache it wouldn't be fair I have bad credit history and cannot get a guarantor so I need to pay a deposit and at least 3 months rent as well as buy furniture the church are all so happy with me they have said they are putting me on a alpha course and then I am going to do a bible college course so I ask can you please see my change in life and help me I do not usually ask for help I donate my 10 percent ofy benigits to the church help the homeless pay for my gym membership and bills and then buy shopping I can not do this on my own please see I have changed and I am so sorry for all the bad choice I made in my life I have nothing but love to offer sorry I am asking for ure help have a lovely day god bless you all xxx