I need boots and diesel

I don't like this. I don't like asking people for anything. But I could use new shoes etc. The van needs diesel also. I can't do nothing without diesel. I broke my right hip 18 months ago. Just walking a big dog in the middle of the day. He was on a harness. Bolted back after a cat or something. There was no way I could break by fall. Fractured ball and socket on the right hip. No blood, but the right heel is now 3cm higher than it was. I stood up to put Lester the dog and his harness on a gate, and hit the ground again. Because my hip was seriously fractured. More usual in bad car accidents. 7 or 8 ribs had been fractured on the right side also. But when I tried to stand up I took a blow to the left temple which provoked a seizure. Similar to Epilepsy. First an ambulance took me 60km to Teruel but later that evening I was moved another 200km to Zaragoza hospital. Where I spent 5 boring weeks....I didn't even know about the broken ribs until 4 weeks into that. I said REALLY? ribs also? What side? I laughed when the doctor said right side. Because most of them hadn't been broken yet

Anyway... I returned to my van in Spain almost a year ago. The van needed to go through its annual test and needed insurance renewed. I also recently got my driving licence renewed about a month ago. 10 year renewal. After the fall. The seizure. I was not allowed to drive for a year. Just in case. Nobody wants to have a seizure while driving. I didn't even try driving until March 17th I think. 15 months. Paddy's day! It went fine. Valencia to Tarragona and inland. I almost ran out of diesel and that is not good for a diesel motor