I lost my wife and need a little help.

Swallowing my pride and creating this page was not easy. If you have this link, you probably already know the story. I can’t bring myself to write some overwrought, long-winded and winding explanation of what happened. I’m tired. I miss my baby. And, for a number of compounding reasons, I’m struggling financially.

Giovanna was indescribable. As you all know, she was many things to many people. But to me, she was all things. She was my other half and the best thing that ever happened to me. I thanked her every day for choosing a life with me. She was my hero and my best friend and it is because of her that I am the person I am today. She gave me reason to work hard, become better, stay humble and always find something to learn in any situation.

I’m lost without her.

Now… if for some reason you’ve landed on this page and you don’t know the story, feel free to reach out to me and I can bring you up to speed.

Bottom line - I’m falling behind and stability for my son is paramount. My employer has, for years, been so incredible to me. This is no exception. I have all the time I need to grieve. Im even still getting my base salary. But I am unable to earn any new commission or bonus money. I also cannot allow her immediate family to incur the total cost of funeral expenses. She would Jill me, haha. In addition, my rent was recently increased by $750. I still haven’t paid for August, and while my landlord has been completely empathetic and kind, time has running out on that front. I also have school fees due for Miles, and a vehicle that needs a substantial repair to its coolant system.

Having to juggle financial struggle while trying to deal with this unbelievable pain is almost too much.

I just need a little help. That’s all.