I lost my sweet Hope on February 9th

I lost my loving fiancé Hope unexpectedly on February 9th to a fatal disease. Hope and I were in love, we were best friends, soul mates, and we looked forward to spending the rest of our lives together before she died suddenly and unexpectedly in our home. My life has been devastated.   

Hope was a beautiful, kind, thoughtful, empathetic, and compassionate woman. Hope had such a wonderful soul and the most radiant smile. Hope and I shared the same sense of humor, god she was so funny. We loved to prepare our dinners together while listening to music or while watching comedy stand ups, Carlin was her favorite. 

Hope loved our dog Ozzy with all of her heart and was such a great dog mom. We called our little family a “Pack”. Hope would always say that “the pack is back!” when we got home from a long day at work. 

We loved to go to the coast, hiking, spending sunny days on the river, dining out for sushi, and going to music and comedy shows. Hope was my soul mate. We were meant to be together. 

Hope would help a complete stranger out of the pure kindness of her heart.

Hope had an energy and presence that could fill your heart. 

Hope was fiery, fiercely kind, and lovingly gentle. 

At the young age of 33, Hope left behind her fiancé Brandon of 7 years, Ozzy her loyal dog, her loving grandparents, her loving mother and sister, and so many friends and family who loved Hope with all of their heart.

Any donations received would be greatly appreciated. The donations will go toward bills and rent for a couple months and a plane ticket to her home town of Reno for her memorial service. The donations will help me until I am able to get back on my feet and things become stable. 

I lost my mom on December 19th, so I had to use my bereavement and pto hours during my time of mourning for my mom. Any donation would help compensate any hours missed during my bereavement. I know $3500 is a lot, but the cost of living is so high and everything in my life has doubled in cost. I have already used a lot of my savings to cover unexpected expenses that has come from both of these tragedies. 

I’m in social services, so my single income is meager. Any amount will go a long way. 

Thank you so much for your kindness and the sweet memories my beautiful Hope. I love you so much, Hope. My life has been turned upside without you. I’m devastated without you by my side and in my arms. The pack is just me and Ozzy now. We miss you so dearly. I’m so lost in this cold and dark world. You were my warmth and my light, Hope. 

I miss you my sweet Hope. My heart is broken. I love you. You’re in Peace now.