I LOST MY SOULMATE AND NEED SOME URGENT HELP!!

Hi, my name is Suzie, I just lost my partner Ruben of 15+ yrs. He passed in an horrific sudden way, he was only 52. I am devastated, heartbroken and can't really afford to grieve, because the day of his horrible death (he went through an Aorta Dissection) that led to a life flight emergency thoracic surgery that lasted 5 1/2 hrs and and ultimately took his life, he had just gotten hired by a local company, and was extremely happy because he new he could finally make the money to pay the 3 months past due, and the othe utilities bills that we were behind.. My sweet, hard working man never made it to the end of the day alive, and unwillingly left me completely alone with $50 on my name, our 4 fur babies (Pitties) that I can't keep, unless I pay the past due rents $ 1275 x 3 before the landlord evicts me, the past due Propane of over $1000, I can't get a job right away due to expired ID that requires me to produce a missing document that will cost me $555 to request, that I don't have. I asked for help everywhere, Welfares (for emergency rental assistance and utilities) but they discontinued the program, Churches, no help only prayers, which are welcomed, but won't keep the roof over mine and my fur babies head. All the Community resources are not meant for immediate help, I went to get a job that doesn't require my valid ID, but nothing..and I AM COMPLETELY LOST!! And the more days pass the more I loose my will to fight. I AM DEVASTATED, MY HEART IS CRUSHED AND SEE NO WAY OUT, I haven't eaten or drink anything since his passing, I spend the days going places and ask for help but nothing seem to move. PLEASE I AM IN DESPERATE NEED OF HELP!! ANYTHING HELPS!!! GOD BLESS!!!