I lost my kitties in a snowstorm. Requesting help

I just moved up to NW Portland yesterday. I had to leave my babies at the crash site at (42.6990620, -121.8505750). I left the van there. I want to go back and install wildlife night cameras. I want to bring hot cooked cat food with kitty nutritional yeast so they can smell it. I need an RV to camp out at the mountains at the Oregon border for a week to wait for them.

I lost my mattress, mattress bottom, bed frame. I lost my water distiller. I lost my iPad projector. I lost my dresser, and my kitchen island. I spent thousands of dollars on repairs for my van to tow my car up to Portland. I lost all my money. A gust of wind blew us over and we flipped three times. Idk how I’m okay. One of the kitties stuck by. He’s safe with me now in my new place. I feel so sad thinking about Ananda and Jizo all alone in the snow.

It’s expected to stop snowing there on Saturday. I want to come back Sunday or Monday when the snow melts. I saw one kitty Jizo the black one climb up into a tree at the beginning of the wreck and I haven’t seen them since. I haven’t seen any trace of Ananda since the crash.

I just moved into this place to get away from SF and get a new fresh start and now I’m in a worse position, without my babies, without any vehicles, without my ability to work or pay rent or sell my van. The van engine still turns on at the mountains 250 miles south but there’s a lot of exterior damage.

I could really really use financial assistance/ furniture/ friends/ community support please and thank you. I’m really depressed and really alone. I need to recover the value of everything I lost. But most importantly I need lots of gas money right now and help affording a rental car and gas especially to drive back down and look for them as often as possible.

Thanks,

-Stone

623-261-0014