I feel so embarrassed having to ask for help.

Hello my name is Michael. I am a father of 4 amazingly beautiful kids . I have 3 boys and 1 girl. My sons are Chase (12), Shane (10) and Bryce (11 months) my little princess is Skylar (8). My beautiful fiancé is Nettie (37). I am 38 years old. We had lived in New Jersey for 8 years but in Lindenwold for almost 3 years now. The past 2 weeks have been the worst weeks of my life. On March 15th we lost the most amazing woman I have ever had in my life my Aunt/ 2nd Mother Linda Medici. We layed her to rest on March 21st and yesterday on March 24th I had my second heart attack in the pass 3 years. I was so scared that I was never gonna see my wife and kids ever again. I was working on a door and BANG my heart felt like it was gonna explode. I was rushed to the hospital by the ambulance company out of Stratford they were awesome and saved my life. This morning I had surgery to have 2 more stents put in my heart. I am doing better and feeling better but I have a long road to recovery. I am writing this to ask for help with rent. I paid the electric and gas bill with the money I had a few days ago. I know that there are people out there that need help more than me and with worse problems. But I don’t know what else to do. I have to have a roof over me and my kids heads. I don’t have any family really my mom and dad are both deceased and so are my fiancés parents. And please believe me if i could work I would in a heart beat. I am gonna do everything I can to help keep me and my family together and have food to eat and a place to sleep. It’s just with me not able to work I really need help. Please if you can help I would greatly appreciate it. Thank you for reading and God bless.