hi, loves. i wanted to apologize for even asking for donations, i hate the idea of asking for money. for those who don't know, i've been looking for a job for quite some time now and have been unsuccessful. up until recently i haven't spoken up too much about my personal life outside of what i show. 

i've lived in an abusive environment for many years and it very recently got to the point of me ending up in the hospital (no extensive injuries, only a bump on my head, thankfully). for clarification, i'm okay, we went only to make sure it wasn't anything major. it isn't, just a bump.

i'm only bringing this up because i spoke to a couple close people and got a lot of suggestions on what to do since i have no idea, honestly. 

but this is me asking for some help on me getting from point A to point B without any more hiccups. i'll always be appreciative of small sends because they help feed me and put gas in my car and that won't change. i'll be greatful for anything. so many kisses, so much love.

i appreciate you for even taking the time to read this