I am trying to make it to my mothers service

Hello, my name is Alexus. I’m a 19 year old mother of a 1 year old infant. My mother passed away November 30th 2023. I went to go see her when she was in Dartmouth in Lebanon New Hampshire. As soon as I got a phone call from the hospital regarding her being on life support, I was able to have my father take me from Maryland to New Hampshire. He refuses to take me to New Hampshire once more, so I have to travel alone without assistance for travel fees. My family is not willing to help me go to her service. I just want to be there for more closure and to help me feel better with losing my mother in a way. There is no way I can help the hurt but being present for her service will help me in a way. If you can help me out I really do appreciate it, if not, thank you for reading anyways. I understand Christmas is coming and the only thing I wanted was to be with my mom. Her service is on the 20th.