Truly Suffering after losing a twin son

**Update/Revision 11-20-22** I miss my Grandson Jagger who I have been unable to see due to the choice of his Mother who has now taken him to live in another State with no forwarding address..... Several have reached out "suggesting" I get a job so I would like to elaborate on that and also my current living situation with questions like "How can you afford to live on the Beach".. Well this Beach lifestyle was affordable when there were 2 of us bringing in a paycheck "until" we both lost our jobs...My son Doug no longer lives on or near the Beach and my days are coming to an end on or before the end of November as I have "No Choice" due to the fact that the generous friend who was helping me by paying my rent and utilize the use of my "Beach hotel" herself decided she had to cut her original intentions short from the end of the year to October 15th which is why I've been trying to figure out a way to stay until end of November when Season rates take over. I cannot afford the cost of living on the Beach "Or" paying rent anywhere unless my disability comes through which will only get me through a few more months.... So this is why I am Moving out and moving in with 2 different Family members, my son in Wellington and my Sister in Southwest Miami during the week...

Even though I am seeking employment in my field of over 43 years and have been since losing my Mortgage Underwriting job on 7/26/2022 which happens to be my twin sons Birthday "however" I am seeking a career change that involves helping others**

Hi, My name is Truly, and we are having a tough time coping in Life since the loss of my 43 year old son Danny Janes who was the identical twin brother to Doug Janes which is somewhat Double Grief for me as they say that the loss of an identical twin is even more profound grief then the loss of a child which trust me is DEEP! Immediately after Danny passed on April 10th of this year Douglas moved out of his apartment and into my condo because he could not be by himself as he was having constant thoughts of joining his Brother and as I've read this is Typical Grief for an identical twin loss. Our plans were to move in a new place together and share rent while we helped one another cope with our loss. The new place fell through and we ended up in a hotel on June 15th which is where I am currently staying until I either raise money for my monthly rent (or weekly for now) to get me through week to week until December 1st when I will have no choice then to leave as season rates are not affordable. I lost my job on July 26th which was the twins Birthday and I was FINALLY approved for unemployment while I am waiting my 3rd Appeal for Denial of my Disability.

We never imagined being on the receiving end of a Fundraiser and if you know me or my twins then you are aware of KARMA Athletes which was a Non for Profit that Doug started years ago that grew into over 100 members that would Raise money for causes such as Autism in honor of my daughter Angelia, their lil sister who is now High Funtioning on the Autism Specrum however was not when KARMA Athletes had their 1st fundraiser at Bahia Cabana. Other causes were Cancer, Parkinsons (in honor or my Mom, their Grandma Janes), Kids in Distress and I remember a very special time when my twins and other KARMA Athletes built a swingset at the Ronald McDonald House in Ft Lauderdale.

I am praying to raise funds to help get me through the end of the year while getting through the Holidays without Danny.

There have been many aftermaths since Danny passed away, making it difficult for Douglas or myself to find work. We are Really trying and doing our Best however, this has been the toughest 7+ months of our lives and we would appreciate any donation you can make and to please SHARE this Go Fund Me..

God Bless You All