Hope for Melody’s Safety and Stability through tough times
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Hello. I'm Melody Star.
Also known as @Tangle_T_Lemur.
Formerly on @Whisperhugger ran by our Blaze the Cat Fictive.
Our life is a hard read
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We suffer from DID (dissociative identity disorder), Recently Diagnosed...PTSD, Schizophrenia...
I'm Transfem, and Filipino trying to just live life and exist.
There's no saftey or warmth at home it's just survival...
I would love to show my face, and well.
Im just deathly afraid of getting doxxed.
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I'm on hard times again. Family is ready to kick me out again.
Last June they were ready to kick us out frame one if we cant afford rent.
I've been fighting desperately to return to reality from Depersonalization and Derealization.
It just hasn't stopped. There's no breathing room.
From a Family who isn't there when we're suicidal, but is the first to scream about HOW WE'RE TOO LOUD when we're Whispering.
To Life never giving us a semblence of peace, or saftey.....
I'm just trying to be a girl who exists, and just safe.
But life...life hasn't stopped. Kicking us down. We're Desperately trying to not give up.
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We're still trying to do everything we can to make ends meet..and selling things that I dont want to part with but its money in our pockets, food, and rent...and its still not enough.
And I tried to set up a KO-FI so I can at least do the one thing I love to support us..
Graphic design work! But Stripe and Paypal INSTA closed our account .
We've been sending job applications and there's literally no IRL Support structure we can fall back on.
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We're at our Lifetime Limit for Government Assistance VIA Cash thing?
I think its stupid...
Our new job cut hours, so its back to looking at eviction...
....We're desperately fighting every second to return to a reality that seems to not want us to exist.
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