We are seeking out for help paying for household bills and cremation services for our baby boy. I am unable to work for at least a month due to postpartum hemorrhaging causing severe anemia. I currently cannot be home alone right now due to my blood loss and we cannot currently afford for both of us to not be working but we both need time to heal physically and mentally. All donations go to household bills so we can stay home and grieve and heal together and any leftover will help to pay for his cremation.

Devastatingly me and quinn have suffered an unimaginable loss. December the 17th around 11pm at home my water broke unexpectedly woth no prior symptoms or warning signs. By the time we got to the hospital he had no amniotic fluid left and i was already dilating. I gave birth to our perfect baby boy Cyrus sleeping on December 18th at 7:47 am at 20 weeks ans 5 days. He weighs 11oz even and 9 1/4” long after pushing for over an hour unmedicated.He looks just like me, has my nose and lips and chin. He has super long feet and fingers too. I unfortunately hemmoraged due to a retained placenta and had to be taken to the OR and put under for a D&C where i lost a lot more blood and had a jada device placed. We are home now and I am okay but lost a lot of blood and am extremely anemic. His placenta was taken to pathology to try to find a reason why this has happened since this has been a perfect pregnancy with no warning signs and normal ultrasound but drs say we maybe never find the reason why.

To My perfect beautiful baby boy Cyrus I love you more then life itself and I feel like a part of my soul and heart is missing forever. You are loved so deeply by so many people. I am grateful for the 20 weeks and 5 days I carried you and the two days I held you in my arms