This is the last thing I want to be doing right now, but I could use all the love, prayers, help, anything. I don't even know how to put any of this into words but I'm going to try.

My nephew tragically took his own life on November 19th. He had just turned nineteen on the 11th. He was an amazing kid who had his entire life ahead of him. I was there, the first person to hold him when he was born, and now I can't imagine a world without him in it. He had just celebrated his birthday, just went to work, just joked around with me, and now he's gone. I want to make sure he has the best memorial service he can possibly have, that's my goal.