Holy Healing Bali Retreat

Hey family…this just in…I NEED HELP! First, I want to share with you what Bali and Holy Healing Bali has done for me… I conquered my fears of traveling away from my family. I crossed the world and spent 14 days and nights away from my 2 boys, that I hadn’t spent more than one night away from. It was my first time out of the country, 2nd time flying and the first time traveling without my family. Traveling to Bali was hellish for me. I was scared, motion sick on the plane and couldn’t sleep. I was terrified of every bump, bounce and flashing seatbelt light. I don’t know how I ate or survived the 2 flights to Bali. The worst part, trying to remain calm and collected the whole time!! WTF was wrong with me??? By the time we land in Taiwan, 5 hours away from Bali, I am seriously thinking “What the helllll did I get myself into!?” I miss my kids so much, still feeling a twinge of mommy guilt for going off on this (more than I can handle right now) adventure. I’m already home sick, still feeling motion sick from the flight and so freaking tired, in a foreign place. WHAT-THE-HELL was I doing?             Finally arriving in Bali to be greeted by the warmest being, Hari, ready to help, assist and guide, that felt amazing, finally being in Bai felt amazing. Bali is magic, pure magic! The land, the people, the food, the art, the temples, the offerings, the buildings, and the homes. Everything there is magic!! But you all already know this. At this point you may be wondering why I need your help. Well here it is, the biggest lesson I learned at Holy Healing Bali, I DON’T ASK FOR HELP! Not only do I not ask but I don’t accept help. I don’t allow others the opportunity to show up for me. Doing this affects the relationships in my life, I don’t let my loved ones show up for me or support me, I would rather take it all on alone and take on their load as well. I make it harder for myself and keep family and community at a distance. I don’t create connection when I don’t let others in. This is my big breakthrough, this letter to YOU, my most trusted community. I know that Holy Healing Bali reunion retreat is for me, I can feel it in my heart. My theme for 2020 is “Level Up” which is exactly what retreat is designed to do…help us level up! I want to level up my personal and professional growth. I know that by starting with myself everything else will fall into place. As an Integrative Healing Arts Practitioner, I know I can create greater break through and healing opportunities for my clients, but I can only meet my clients from where I am. I can train and study new techniques locally and online, but we all know the magic of Bali and how it has its way with you, taking all of what needs healing and transforms it into growth, the profound teachings from Rochelle and Nicole that push you to break open. I need all of this in my life again, I need Bali in my life again.   However, my finances do not currently allow the expenses, so my natural reaction of fear told me to just decline the opportunity. Nicole and Rachelle reminded me that we are not meant to do life alone. They suggested and (not so lightly) encouraged me to lean into those who understand the value and magic of Bali. So here it goes, my big break through….I have set up a Go Fund Me to allow anyone and everyone to contribute to my Bali Reunion Retreat. I am striving for $2500 but I need to get my deposit in by March 7, 2020. I can’t do that unless I know I have received enough contributions so my goal deadline for this investment is March 6, 2020. In exchange for your loving support I am offering my services, for a $100 investment I will give a 90min session of choice. For a $250 investment you will receive 3/60min sessions of choice. My services consist of, Intuitive Toe Readings, Auriculotherapy, Empowerment Coaching and Oracle card readings. All services can be done in person if in AZ and online (except auriculotherapy). Thank you all in advance for creating space for me to be vulnerable and honest and fuck I am sweating and shaking so this must be right!                     Love TT Mar, HHB March 2019 Teresa Martinez