for my mother 
I love you dearly 
all your life you pushed, fought trying to make things better just to get out all the troubles. even like that you never left us you keep us moving place to place never left us. you where the glue that hold us all together. the one that always was there no matter what you never judge me for my actions and choice of life. you loved me no matter what. 
even on your last few years fighting this cancer you fought. fought to live to be here with us. your strength  is what I and all my siblings need right now something just to keep going. I miss your smile mother your care love in my life. one day we shall meet until then please watch over us.