It is with a humble heart that I come before you all, as it was put on my heart by God to do this. I honestly hate asking anyone for anything, but I need more help now than I ever have in life. As a lot of you may or may not know, I have struggled with mental health issues since being diagnosed with Bipolar Type 2 since 2014. I do my best not to let my diagnosis affect my everyday life, but since 08/04/25 my life has been in shambles.

To be frank, I have lived in my current home since April 2019. I moved back to that home as a result of going through a deep depression and having to quit my corporate job at the time, resulting in an eviction. I am currently trying to get an apartment in my name, but due to the eviction still being on my record, I am unable to do so. The reason for this post is, I do not feel safe in my current home nor anywhere, honestly… Because I do not have peace of mind. I have been targeted by people who I thought loved me, only to secretly prey upon my mind, body, and spirit.

Due to my mental health issues and the nature of it, a lot of the things that have happened to me, my mind blocks me from being able to remember everything that has happened to me because the events have been so traumatic. It is only because of my family, friends, and the very people who have done things to me (but act like they’re innocent and have no hand in my misfortune) that I have knowledge of some of these things that have taken place. I have been raped in my own home, I have had men pop up at my house unannounced and physically enter my home without my knowledge, even so much as people who called themselves my “best friend” do ungodly things to me and lie to me, my other friends, and family. Crazy to think about, because though I never claim to be right all the time, I didn’t deserve to endure the things that I have.

As a result of all this, my family has stepped in… But it has placed a financial, emotional, and mental burden on them as well. Alongside trying to get an apartment in my name and as a result of mental health issues, I also have legal matters and medical bills that also cause me stress. I don’t want to go to jail for the simple fact that I am black with a mental health illness and I am also in debt up to my ears, due to my diagnosis. Another thing is someone keeps trying to hack my social media, my email, and even my domains… Which is also very stressful.

So, what I’m asking for is help with getting peace of mind. That will come through me being able to secure a place in my name, take care of my legal issues, and pay some of my medical bills. I went to the ER last week because I felt I was having a heart attack/anxiety attack/stroke whilst on my way to work. I have a hole in my heart, and when I attempted to get heart surgery years back, the doctor refused to operate on me saying that it wouldn’t lengthen my life, even though my heart doctor insisted it needed to be closed… Which, I believe he didn’t want to help me because I was black, but I digress.

Nevertheless, I, as well as my family, would really appreciate any and everything anyone can do to help. Whether that is a donation, a share, or a prayer… You are appreciated and thank you for listening. May God bless you!

Genuinely,

Tai. ♥️