I’m Liz, a 23-year-old trans girl who’s been through a lot lately. In 2017, I found some success in the GD community by creating a popular level called Killbot, followed by Requiem. But since then, life has taken a tough turn. On January 10th, 2026 at 8:30 AM, I lost the most important thing to me in the entire world: my dog, Cortana. It sent me into a downward spiral, and since then I’ve been struggling with violent thoughts and substance addiction, and I’m doing my best to get help through therapy and psychiatry.

As of right now, my bank account is in the negatives. I’m constantly stressed about affording groceries, gas, and basic bills like dentist visits. I don’t have a job or any source of income, and my parents expect me to pay for my own expenses. It’s been overwhelming, and I worry about my future every day.

Despite everything, I still have hope. My ultimate dream is to become a video game director and create a game codenamed “Project Fusion,” featuring Killbot and other characters I’ve made, like Shockwave and Fusion. I’m asking for help and support from the community to get through this difficult time, regain hope, and work toward my creative goals. Any support means the world to me and will help me cover essential living costs, therapy, and give me the stability I need to focus on recovery and my dreams. Help me reach 2027.