As kids we never consider the source we just assume our parents have it all together to take care of us. It wasn’t until I became a parent that I realized we do the best we can day by day and my mommy did just that. As a single parent she carried that weight of raising me and my sister on her own. My mom battled so much trauma fought so many demons but never learned how to heal from it. Like most of us do she turned to alcohol which ultimately consumed her. My mother did the best with the tools she had she was proud of all of her kids and loved us dearly. You never know what a persons been threw so we can’t judge em for how they get threw. Nothing made my mother happier than family. Mom I wish we had more time this is the worste heart break ever nothing could have prepared me for this but I know now you don’t have to worry or hurt no more. It’s gonna take time and a tribe full of love help us send My mommy home tribe. We love you momma I can’t believe I’m writing this rest peacefully no more pain mommy your free now fly high and don’t hesitate to show us signs your here. Funny as I’m writing this her alarm on her phone goes off and it’s playing nature sounds I love so much mommy thank you for everything.