Asking anyone for a little help, I'm desperately in need .

I need help. I need a job more than anything, but I'm 20 miles to the nearest job one way 40 a day minimum. I've always had a job or two. I'm a workaholic type who came back to Mississippi to help my family and help wrap up my father's things after dying. I was homeless the last ten years. Living in a van which was took from me in Denver I came back and was able to get a used van which turned out to be a lemon. I'm totally broke only owning my van, I thought it needed a transmission but it actually needs a alternator and a rear end and spark plugs , I don't have any family I know who isn't totally broke or who isn't in worse condition cause it's rough out there even for whoever I'm even asking help from. I get it I pray for each and every one of you every day and pray for others bellies to be full every time I eat. We all need help. Which is why I can't even believe I'm asking , but I'm in spot with the weather and hunting dogs and coyotes to walk through 40 to get to work and back would be almost undoable getting rained on would kill a job if id get it after twenty miles which is why id say its almost undoable. So that's why I'm here . Whatever you can do to help , a dollar or two or 5 would be great . I'm 48 years old able to work anything so a running vehicle and Walmart looking for stockers, if I can get there I can work there., there are no buses and id be 80 a day for Lyft being so far out here and nothing around, I know that cause one time I had to use them and it still took days to even get a Lyft. I love Jesus and all my fellow man. I'm a hardworking human who also a writer and artist. I've never asked for help cept in private to a friend or two here or there and in my past I've been blessed with some good friends and family who helped but like I said life is tough on us all and a person can only do so much. So again whatever money I raise goes to fixing my van 70 for insurance 160 for two tanks of gas to make first paycheck and 40 for food for two the month for me and my cat , ocelot. I love each and everyone of you no matter whether you give or not and appreciate you just for you being you cause God don't make junk . I've had some great friends who've helped already, Dustin, Tate, Clay, and Ben. And my two sisters Angela and Heather, Thank you, sincerely Zachary Robinson aka Levi Zacharias