Hello Friends of our Free World. I recently made the worse decision I have made in my life. Drinking and driving. Im thankful i Didnt hurt anyone or myself, but put my truck in the ditch on a snowy minnesota evening and is now inoperable. My driving job is working with me but I am currently not working. I Will be at some point soon but bills keep coming. I need to jump through the hoops. I understand I did this to myself and is only my fault. I own my mistake and take full responsibility and will take this on a very high alert for change, and am every minute that passes. In the spirit of Christmas season and forgiveness, I'm hoping people will be willing to help me through this tough time in my life. Ive learned the hard lesson of Years of great decisions can be ruined by 1 decision and 1 moment. Our vehicles are weapons if we do not treat them with respect.

When I do pull through this i want to be an advocate for change and awareness to people in need of education, due to how this has shaken me to the core. I have a beautiful daughter "11" and a humble home. 2 dogs. Anything anyone can do is appreciated. And in return, I promise a new member in anti drinking and driving cause is born.

Honestly I believe we are and always have been the best selves sober anyway. I know you don't know me but I'm here seeking help because of humility, shame and growth.

I don't have a lot of option.

God Bless your hearts and at the very least I hope this story can change a perspective for you or someone you know. Love Each Other.

Life is fragile and fleeting. Fix yourself and family's, never stop trying. It will suceed. Be thankful for your loved ones always.

The pictures above represent our long Roads of life and it's lessons it teaches us. And it's not about how we fall but how we Rise. Rise like a Phoenix from your ashes. Strive to be your Best. Life and God have a way to tell you it's time for change. Listen for your messages...