I have been in and out of the hospital for months now. The diagnosis took some time.
I have an aggressive form of cancer and a large tumour. But I am keeping positive and am in the best place possible for my treatment with the best doctor possible for the cancer I have.
On the ground in Germany things are being set up for me for lodging, protection and proximity to hospital. Traveling to Germany from Canada for healing is a big move, and naturally I am a bit frightened, but I feel I must try. Being a mother of four, I must try to access this medicine for my children’s sake.
My middle son, when I told him that mama might need to go away to Germany for Healing, and I was concerned to leave, and I am not sure yet, he told me:
“ Mama, you know there is this story of a man in a house that is in a flood and there is no way to exit. The water is rising. Help comes 3 times in 3 different people, a boat, another boat, a helicopter and the man refuses saying Allah will help me. He dies and asks Allah, why did you not help me? Allah says I sent you assistance 3 times but you refused”
Sadly the risk with the current treatments available in Canada is too high, and I risk losing my ability to use my hands which are the lifeline of my work in this world as a musician and visual artist.
This health challenge is a life and death one, hence the urgency of it all.
For the sake of all my loved ones I am humbling myself to ask for support.
Thank you to all of you over the years for your support and encouragement of my arts. You have encouraged me endlessly and helped me as a mother also to provide for my loved ones.
My prayers are with you all as I set out on this journey as I arrive to the treatment in the hope and trust in Healing in the Highest.
Gratitude for all supports possible at this pivotal time.