My kind friend (Caitlin) & I have decided to make a new GoFundMe for me (Yara) because my kind friend rancid who last time opened for me a GoFundMe isn't active anymore which means I can't access the donations I've been waiting on for because everytime I logged in and wanted to transfer the money it would send her a code but she isn't active so I couldn't receive it, maybe she's going through a hard time which is okay but I can't wait further because I need donations here's what I wrote last time, I'm reusing it because my situation is still the same:

My name is Yara I'm currently 19 years old as I'm writing this down, I wanna stay as anonymous as much as possible for safety reasons & that’s why I only used my first name in this. I have decided to start this GoFundMe because I have no other choice & support or income, my situation is really bad and I need help, no one wants to help me or sympathize with me all I ask is for kindness, empathy and sympathy..

I'm a native/indigenous Palestinian arab who's an ex muslim, queer & mentally ill/disabled, I'm stuck in the middle east, my best bet is going to a European country for asylum, another asian/middle eastern country or any other country, I cannot mention/state where I am right now due to privacy reasons and my safety, my family is very abusive & neglectful, even though I am 18+ years old they hold me hostage in the house and do not let me go outside, work or study, I even tried to apply for jobs at the vet and I was gonna get interviewed but my father who's abusive, controlling and neglectful didn't let me go, I live with his family, him and them force me on psych medications, abuse me, hold me hostage, don't allow me the right to study, work, bully me, torment me, victim blame me and they always threaten to call the police, authorities and family protection services on me because they know I have no one that will stand by my side and I'm most likely gonna be put into a nursing home, psychward/mental hospital facility & prison/jail, I need to leave the country I'm in and go to another place for safety, I have some document issues which I may need funds for also the money will be used for travelling, relocating and my basic necessities such as: housing, food, transportation & toiletries, please donate so I can have my freedom and safety, thank you so much!

Also I will get back my passport through paying a lawyer in the previous country I lived in and it'll cost 1933.29 USD, please donate even if it's small it'll help me pay my lawyer faster and this an emergency, I have also reached to a non-governmental organization & shelter, they couldn't help me neither take me in, I honestly give up on all these organizations in the country... Governmental or not I'm just gonna pay my lawyer abroad, runaway from home, rent out a room or place away from my family in another city, get a job, have my lawyer ship back to me my passport, renew it, wait 6 months, apply for a visa (if I'm going to a country that requires it) when I can and leave the country permanently also I am disabled but nobody cares & only sometimes I can leave the house alone

I forgot to mention: Family Protection Department have already sent me to the psychward after I got violently beaten up by my family, around 7 family members/relatives also I was sent to a nursing home for one night until the next morning then got received by family protection department.. please help me..