Help with Roger Allen Bone's Cremation Costs

My father Roger Allen Bone was hit on a dump truck yesterday and didn't make it. I called a cremation place called Monarch Cremation Society and if you want to donate directly to them you can if you don't want to donate to me. I just at this point am lost. My dad and I were estranged because of problems with his addiction. But now I'm totally at a loss. He'll never meet my youngest daughter, he'll never see my babies grow up. I'll never hear his voice again. I'll never hear I love you again from him. Please help. I'm sorry I have to ask.