This is me. May 26th, 2021. I year after my CAR-T transplant! Feeling like I could conquer the world! Fast forward to today. I've had 14 or more ER visits since the beginning of August. Dr. Visits, 17 days in the hospital. Apparently my body wasn't ready for me to conquer the world. My kidneys were attacked so my potassium is constantly off. I've had pneumonia. Pleurisy, and this last visit septic ecoli. I am still throwing up and cannot keep anything down. My mouth has been ravaged my the chemo and drugs and I need some teeth pulled. I think they are killing me. I go to a free clinic that is limited by their volunteers and with all the other complications I've missed several opportunities! My blood counts ha e dropped which make me susceptible to many things. Jordan is scared. Yes he's an adult but now he's had to be my caregiver. Parent #2 all over again. He should be away at Frat parties and living his life! To top it off my lifeline, my car has some major repairs needed!

So I'm asking for help AGAIN! IF I can stay healthy I work my ass off , if I can't even get out of bed or am in the hospital how do I work?? I'm not lazy, never have been. So I know everyone is struggling with their own stuff but if you can help in ANY way I promise to pay it forward or even a loan? Thanks in advance a very embarrassed Jackie.