I don’t even know how to start this I’m just trying to keep this as short as possible because this is very hard for me to write.

my fiancé Jeffrey died of sudden cardiac arrest in our home in the very early morning hours of august 11th. This was completely unexpected even though he has been fighting kidney failure for the last 5 years, we really thought we were going to see the day he got that second transplant. We know now that will never happen.

I myself am on a small set income for disability and am in no way capable of picking up the pieces that Jeffrey left behind with him. I can’t even afford rent with what I get for disability let alone other bills like power, wifi, or food for myself and my 14 animals. This was all managed fine with Jeffrey here, but I myself don’t even drive and am at a complete loss as I try to scramble and figure this all out.

Jeffreys viewing was yesterday so I have been super busy and obviously just taking time to mourn and be with family/friends and haven’t even had time or energy to make this before today. Anything anyone sends will be helpful because I am down to my last couple hundred and there’s still so much I have to figure out and do.

Jeffrey didn’t have life insurance due to his pre - existing conditions or any savings so it’s just been a lot. I am just hoping to get enough to save for a few months while I focus on emergency trauma therapy for myself and then go from there.

thank you to everyone that already sent me a little money to get by before I even set this up. I know it means so much to me and Jeffrey too.