Help with cost of living, home and arrangements

Hey. I didn't want to have to do this. Remy did make arrangements to take care of the girls, but dealing with a major death can be extremely humbling. I haven't worked due to being the sole responsible party that deals with the aftermath and also the sole provider of 2 little girls. The cost is astronomical and I am teerified. I don't know what else to do. I can't stand asking for money, but I'm stuck in a corner. Not only am I not working, I'm paying a babysitter every single day so I can deal with this nightmare that seems to never end. Theyre on Easter break, no school. Cost of living is crazy. I have to maintain 2 households until I can figure how to deal with this. Also, his house, cremation and everything else is falling on me. Thank you for your help.