I woke up early Sunday morning & my spirt was all over the place, I started cleaning up my house & playing I wish, I didn’t know why! Me in my sister always been really close, one thing for sure the people that really know us, know I always been there for my sister & her kids always…we fell out this past 2 yrs, I said I wasn’t doing this wit her no more, thinking she just being spoiled stubborn Tiarra, whole time my sister was severely depressed & she had start getting herself together, she wanted to take care her kids on her own, she got her driving License in everything, I got a call from my brother, like did you here about Tiarra, I said what’s wrong wit my sister, he said they found her dead in her apartment, I dropped everything in ran to find my sister & her kids, I went to every hospital, she wasn’t there, I knocked on every door except one I saw this young man standing there, whole time it was the pastor, he was watching over the kids, I finally got a hold of Kefe, I yelled come open that door now kefe now, I ran to the 3rd floor what happen, he said his mom past away yesterday morning, she died in the middle of the night, he found her & her eyes where open, her heart had stopped tears, I said get y’all some stuff in come on, gets some change of clothes & grab the baby stuff, I couldn’t believe they were in that house a whole day by there self because they thought they didn’t have anybody, I said Kefe y’all always got me okay baby tears, I found out why I couldn’t find my baby sister at the hospital, she was at the morgue, when they took her out house she was dead smh, She died from Covid-19…They said before I can take the kids they need to be tested, I took them to the hospital & they all 4 tested positive for COVID, they gave me my sister phone, in her search bar it said how do I know if I got COVID? How do I stop a sore throat…she was looking for help tears, I just wish I would’ve been there to help her, take her to the doctor sooner..the 1st time I wasn’t there she past away, the lady at the hospital asked me to step out the room & asked me did the kids need foster care, I said No I’m there auntie & they all 4 going wit me! I ask when can I see my sister, y’all know what these people told me devastated , since she died from COVID 19 she will be cremated & I can pick her up then, so I want never see my sister again tears… you talking bout so hurt & broken, everybody keep breaking down, she left a mark on all of us, we all taking it really bad, it’s so sad, I had to go over in clean out her apartment yesterday, heart broken & I couldn’t go in her room, her wallet tears..Three months before this her and the kids barely made it out in the middle of the night they were in a bad house fire and lost everything they were just starting over there and their mom died a week in a couple of days before Thanksgiving.. I really don’t know what ama do without my baby sister, but I know I got her kids forever & they need me, they don’t have anyone else, they need love, they sad & confused, kefe, winky & keke taking it real bad, the babies don’t know what’s going on, they think they just wit auntie for a while, I kept walking threw that house saying you really left me tears, I vol then to never ask people I love for help, they need to be there if they love you, I got her kids & im gone take care of them wit everything in Me, but absolutely no support from family …until we meet again baby sister, in her voice I’m your only sister.. smh Im torn to pieces…I love you forever…Rip baby..you know I’m strong..but this made me weak!