My name is William, and I am reaching out for support because I'm currently facing serious health issues without the resources needed to successfully resolve them. I'm facing disabling physical problems as well as severe chronic fatigue and complex PTSD, and my environment is becoming increasingly noxious and forcing me out.

I am partially disabled and living with my mom, who is grieving deeply after my dad passed away a year ago. In her grief, my mom has started bringing animals into our home, but unfortunately, despite loving them anyway, I am allergic to them.

As well as a couple other issues. In general, she's just not very oriented to what it takes to heal chronic illness and would like to create a large amount of noise and smoke in the house, hoping to find her own sort of joy. Our needs have simply become incompatible and I can't expect her to cater to something that she doesn't resonate with or understand .

I take responsibility for my healing process. And I want her to be free and happy to do as she wishes as well. But there's something going on with her grieving process that has definitely made me realize I need to be on my own to make progress. To me, the best thing I can do to take responsibility and not be a victim here is to go. I thought that I had a fairly clear shot to work some things out then leave on my own terms. I was following a clear plan to withdraw socially and from working for a limited amount of time to turn inward, and despite the pain of loneliness and lack of distraction it was doing wonders for me.

Instead, or at least concurrently, this has made it increasingly difficult for me to breathe, sleep, rest, or try to earn even small bits of money and has created a living situation that is challenging for both of us. We do love each other and don't want this tension. We both need space to heal, but I am unable to work (past some small things) at the moment and disability is realistically about a year out because I need further documentation and testing (I can't grip more than about 10lb with either hand, less than 5 with my right). Details about my hands:

For my nutritional balancing friends, I've been in a four lows pattern for the last six years. For those unfamiliar, this is a state of extreme exhaustion and burnout. I believe that trying to recover in the family household that I grew up in was a mistake. My father's neurological based decline with multiple sclerosis was quite bad for me and I thought that I was in the clear, but it's clear now that I'm still not. There's just not room for me to heal here. I've been trying to push through it, but it's becoming clear that I can't continue to try to do that.

Even though I'm trying my level best to face it with all of the skills and strength I've gained in my lifetime, I have reached the limit of what can be overcome by willpower and mitigation here. And so that's why I'm reaching out for help now.

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What this money will cover:

Having this support would give me the chance to focus on my healing and hopefully get back to earning with the healing work I love to do. I know that with clean air and peace, I can become less disabled and start to rebuild my life. I have a lot to offer the world— I have already helped many people. However, right now, giving from a place of emptiness is destructive for me. All I want is to reach a place of safety and fullness so that I can give back to others from a place of strength.

Here is a recent review of my work - your donation will help me get to a place where I can bring more of this type of healing into the world:

"After an extremely bleak year and some of the lowest points of my life, I’ve noticed meaningful shifts following an energy healing session with William, including a growing sense of lightness, relief and hope.

I consider myself a complex case, having lived with chronic illness and nervous system issues for many years and with that in mind I can honestly say this work created a noticeable shift for me.

Deep healing is rarely straightforward and William has been attentive and supportive in his follow ups, offering care and additional resources along the way. He’s a genuinely kind and empathetic person, I can highly recommend working with him." - Claire Louise

How You Can Help:

Donate: No amount is too small. Even $10 helps me get one step closer to a clean room.

Share: If you can’t donate, please share this link. A referral from a friend is the most powerful help I can get.

Your support would mean everything to me. I am deeply grateful for any help you can offer, and I promise to pay it forward as soon as I am able. I'm not somebody who likes to ask for help. I like to give. But I truly need it. Thank you for considering helping me on this journey to healing and stability.