Help us,our mum died & were only children

Im Paul and my fiancee passed away on 1/10/2020 and left our 5 children.two step sons and myself behind

Rachel just didnt wake up one school morning ,we didn't live together yet and was planning to get married and hopefully live together one day with our five children when the older ones moved out and got there own life together

I  got a call at work from my 16yr old  stepson saying mums not up yet so told him to go check on her and to that he said mums cold and not breathing!
with that i called emergency services and turned my lorry around and when got to my partners home the police stopped me entering ,as i saw our 5 children though the window the police stated Rachel has died age 44
Social services brought our children to me and
now going to bring our children and step son up on my own so hopefully ill make Rachel proud as ill try my best even thou im not no were as good as parent as Rachel but ill try my best for her and the children

Rachel was my life along with our children and when the children go bed i usually end up a crying in a pile of tears on the sofa ,i only get up in the morning for the children or i wouldn't bother

im trying to raise money for the funeral, as its approx £7000 and we all want to have mum buried so we can go visit her on birthdays / mums birthdays and Christmas and when ever we want too and make the celebration funeral day special for the children as far as funerals go

The children she left behind was aged 3/4/6/8/11/16 and me,ive not had time to grieve yet as so busy sorting the children and looking after them as you can imagine the children are heart broken crying for mum most time and the younger ones dont understand were mummy gone so keep asking and getting upset but the older ones asked if instead of calling it a funeral they want to call it a celebration funeral and no child should have to think about burying there mum !
it costs extra to have a burial and a lovely service for the children 


Im so heart broken myself, ive lost my future as we was all looking forward to living together and Rachel passing wasn't her fault or anyone elses ,she just didnt wake up

Please can you guys help me to fund our 6 beautiful childrens celebration funeral, so i can take a bit pressure of me and i can try to console our children and not have to worry about money 

All Rachel lived for was our children ,me and her home to make the childrens live as happy and nice as possible ,she never did wrong ,never smoked or drunk and sure didnt wana die ,i no that much for sure

Please help us out a family in of support 

i ,along with Mary, our parish vicar will deal with any funds raised to help towards the funeral and were trying raise the funds by end of this month as mums still with the coroner at the moment to try and find out how such a loving caring mum died and hopefully Rachel will be moved to our chapel of rest shortly and then the funeral director will take care of Rachel and then we can get a burial date which is looking like end of this month ,


Thank you all for the kind support and any donations we receive