Help me to see my boys again!!

I’m just a Mom looking for help. When I was diagnosed with cancer years ago I allowed my 2 boys, to live with their father while I was going through treatment. Now that I have completed my primordial transplants and treatments, I have been denied contact with them by their father. He has since moved out of state with them and not allowed them to even call me. It has been over two years and a half since I have seen or spoken with my 2 sons and all I want is to see them again. I have spoken with a lawyer regarding this situation and unfortunately since he has left the state I have no other choice but to proceed through the court system to have any chance of seeing my boys even though I am 50/50 legal custodian. As any parent will tell you, being any time away from your kids is a hard thing to bare. Luckily I still have my beautiful 6-year-old daughter with me, who has honestly been the person that has brought me the most strength during this time. But, she misses her brothers as much, or if not more, than I miss my boys.

I’m not asking for someone to swoop in and pay all my bills. I’m not asking for someone to help me take my boys from their father. I’m asking the other parents out there to help me just be able to see my boys again.

I will appreciate any help for little or for big. I have been saving money and doing side jobs to try to collect the amount that the lawyers requested me. I tried to applied for credit card but due to all my medical bills I have been denied.

I only want to be able to see my boys again before it’s too late for me.

Thank you so much