I survived the war… and I just want one chance to live.
I am not asking for pity.
I am asking for one small space to start again — even if it’s just one meter of hope.
My name is Tamer ElBawab, 26 years old, from Gaza.
I studied journalism — and I survived two full years of war by a miracle… even though we lost everything.
The war “ended” with a fragile ceasefire.
Maybe it comes back, maybe not. I don’t know.
My father lost his home.
We have no income.
No jobs.
No apartments.
No safety at all.
My mother told me recently:
“We have lived enough… you must live and get out of this nightmare.”
How do I leave — when I own nothing?
If I can leave and build a future, my mother will be proud of me.
Here, the future is blurry — and trauma lives in every corner.
The war may end on the map… but it continues inside the nervous system.
I still wake up in the middle of the night to explosions in my head — checking doors and windows like the house will collapse in seconds.
Sometimes I stare at a blank wall for hours and cry.
A normal airplane in the sky makes my hands shake.
The smell of smoke makes me hide.
I can’t concentrate — I can’t even finish a sentence without drifting back.
We were displaced over and over — like we lived on a map with no stable location.
I created this campaign because I want one last chance to rebuild myself.
Not for luxury — just to stand on my feet again.
Even $1 means someone saw me.
Even a share means someone cared.
Please share this with one person — that’s all I ask.
If you reached this sentence — then I am not invisible.
Please help me move from survival to life.
Thank you for reading.
Thank you if you help.
— Tamer
Gaza → One meter forward

