For those of you who don't know, even though I've whined about it constantly, I'm dealing with multiple hernias I'm supposed to have surgery for this coming Wednesday... I've been putting it off, and putting it off for years because I haven't had the means to take care of it, either because of the courts, or for one reason or another...

I thought I had it all lined up and ready to get taken care of a few months back, then had our roommate at the time skate out on us days before rent was due, and a week or two before I was scheduled. I had to cancel. Now I'm trying to get it taken care of, but due to rent, car, utilities, and all the other things that I know EVERY ONE of you are currently struggling with also, hence why this is so last minute (I've battled with the fact of having to ask others for help, and it's definitely not a fun place to be in currently), so I'm on the verge of having to cancel yet again or ask for help from all of you. If you can help with anything, even if it's just by sharing, I would appreciate it. If there's anything you need that I can do to repay or work off your generosity, I am an open book. Yet again, I apologize for even having to ask, but with my battles with FOC, I'm in a jam. Thank you for taking the time on my long sob story...