Hi, this is super embarrassing for me to ask for help, but here I am. If you know me then you most likely know that I have been dealing with court cases now for about 3 years of my life. I have felt harassed by someone for absolutely no reason other than to destroy my mental health. Which he has prevailed in. I am at the end of my ropes and have exhausted all of my mental health in fighting what I believe to be frivolous and made-up lawsuits on my own and have spent countless hours getting them all dismissed. There are still two open lawsuits against me, which I believe have no merit and which I believe are just forms of harassment, and I am tired. I do not want to publicly get into the cases.

I have recently hired an attorney who is so passionate to help me that she is not charging me up front but allowing me to make payments and is just as ready to get this guy to stop as I am.

I am not sure how much this is going to cost me but it's not going to be free or cheap. The lawyer costs $325 an hour and this is going to be some work to get this to stop. And in the theme of humbling myself and asking for help, here I am.

I have been changed as a person because of this man, he has taken away three years of my life, I had quit acting for a year, given up on many things, lost opportunities and a part of myself that was happy. I have essentially become a lawyer in representing myself these three years. All I think about are these cases and how in the world can somebody keep suing me over and over, making up lies and saying things online about me, that if you know me are so far from the truth. I feel harassed, as do my friends. . It has consumed me and I refuse to allow it to continue. Which is why I would rather take on the financial burden of a lawyer than the emotional burden that has consumed me. But I am in no place to handle this myself financially which is why I am asking for help.

I have never done anything like this in my life and so I don't even know if what I am saying makes any sense or if it’s even valid for me to ask for help but I don't know what else to do at this point and am so appreciative of anyone who has offered me advice or just been there for me throughout these three years that I have been struggling.

Any type of donation will make me cry immediately because it means so much to me more than just a monetary amount. This is about saving my mental health and making it so I can start to live my life again which I haven't been able to truly do in three years. By being able to have a lawyer it allows me to get this person to stop and allows me to breathe again. I don't expect anyone to donate and I am also so embarrassed to have to do this but I am at a loss for what to do anymore.

Thank you for your time and if you are going through something similar I am happy to share what I have learned and the resources I have that can help you too. If by some miracle I do not need all the money that is donated I plan on donating the rest to Strength United, an organization that helps people in abusive situations, escape safely through planning and legal assistance. I truly am appreciative and greatly to be helped and heard and love you all. Thank you for hearing my story.