Help Sinny say goodbye to her uterus forever!

Life has a funny way of kicking you in the butt...

After 10 years of being gaslit by the medical field, it has come about that I have severe female reproductive issues that are seriously affecting my life.

My specialist has found 2 large fibroids on my uterus, one internal and one external.

On top of this, I also have an enlarged uterus.

And the cherry on top is I almost definitely have endometriosis (will be confirmed and removed when my hysterectomy occurs if found)

Due to these issues, I am having 3 week cycles, a week off then 3 more weeks of absolute HELL.

Like gasping, crying on the floor, nauseated from such severe pain and even endone providing no relief.

The flow on effect include severe iron deficiency anaemia, constant migraines, dizziness, fatigue, pain through most of my body and the never ending game of "will my adhd meds work today, or leave me unable to eat or sleep"

I have been stuck in a constant severe autistic burn out from the pain, inability to eat, inability to sleep and the feeling of no end in sight.

Finally yesterday I found out my surgery to have a hysterectomy is to occur on August 29th!! ❤ ❤

Alas due to the constant time off due to illness, my annual leave is in a horrible state (sick leave is non existent at this point !) and I don't have enough leave to cover the time off I need to safely recover (minimum 2 weeks if all goes well!)

I know times are really hard for everyone, but I don't only have my rent and bills to think about - I have my darling rescue horse Sven to think of. I know in all my pictures I'm smiling and happy with him, but inside I'm in agony. He is a slice of joy and calm in the endless health hell. What he cannot heal physically, he heals mentally.

Rue has quietly been helping in every way possible, but she can't support us both and care for her own horses.

We've quietly soldiered on, knowing everyone is struggling but desperately wanting to provide a better life for our rescues horses.

If you could help in any small way, it would mean the absolute world to me and Sven.

Donations received ensure my bills stay paid and Sven has enough feed and money to cover farrier bills and any money in case he needs a vet (heaven forbid, but you never know with horses!)

If you can't help, I'd deeply appreciate it if you could share and maybe it this will reach someone who can