Help Shivam Rebuild His Home

On the 23/03/2021, a fire started by a wet futon destroyed everything I have ever owned, in regards to a home, instruments, clothes, computer and recording equipment.

My car and I only just escaped with a scorched rear as I watched helplessly my life go up in smoke while flooded in on a mountain.

You could say I died in that fire because I have nothing left from that past, nothing which I used to identify myself with.  Physically I am ok, and my family was not there, except for some burns on my hand during the 4 am panic of watching my home dissolve.

Some of the things I lost :

 - Laptop + all my backups
 - 4 x Indian Slide Guitars + no crystal slides...
 - 4 Tablas
 - Tanpura
 - Guitar
 - Electric Slide
 - 12 string guitar
 - 4 x Shakuhachi flutes
 - Genelic Monitor speakers
 - Mics and all recording equipment
 - 2 x Loop machines
 - 2x Interfaces
 - Solar System
 - Hot Water System
 - House structure
 - Caravan
 - All clothes / shoes
 - All forms of Identification, passport etc.
 - Wallet
 - Saved cash from around the world
 - Phone
 - Video cameras, and more...

You could say this list is also for my own letting go process and I ask anyone reading this to reflect on how fragile everything truly is that you see around you.

It all happened in a moment during a time of a great creativity and musical focus.  It was an instant reset with nothing left from that fire.  The irony was it was supposed to be flooding.

The other funny thing was I was backing up all my latest music before the fire took off recording some fresh new tracks and feeling it was a good time to save everything.

The fire left nothing...

I was planning to release Patreon to the world this week for support, so I will share the link if anyone feels obliged.

I do not know what is the right thing to do and do not know if this system will work now I have lost my laptop etc., but I feel I am now an empty canvas seeking your help to find again my musical colours...