In 2024 at the age of 38, I felt strongly through a deep dive with fellowship with Christ after two steady years of reading the bible and attending church and watching endless fellowship content. I came to believe sadly born into a generational curse. Some things happened to me as a child that quickly activated an “Orphan Spirit” At a young age. I felt it was necessary to run away from home. I wasn’t successful but spent tons of time alone in the woods and at the neighbors. I honor my parents they did they best they couldn’t and they didn’t know the curse. I sincerely pray for God to bless them, and even my biological father who presence mysterious lives in a place you go after your final breath.

In studying the walk with Christ I came to identify with the orphan spirit, the spirit of rejection, chaos and sabotage all by the age of five. I was haunted by pain internally thinking about self harm and doing so at a early age. I even grew up in a haunted house to just give it a cherry on top. I spent the night with high school friends as often as possible. I was miserable and silent in through nearly all it as child. I research an escape plan from home at 16 thén forged my parents signature for an application to go to a theatrical boarding school my senior year.

I miraculously auditioned against 600 (so I was told) students and was accepted to a boarding school. I cried and napped and thrived in theatre class everyday of boarding school thén after graduation I saved my money to fly to LA and start my life.

When I got to LA I could see angels and demons. I didn’t know I had a gift of being a "seer "at the time.

I was soo young only 18 and working and hustling sometimes living off just sliced bread throughout the week. No matter how hard I tried to hold down multiple jobs I struggled with severe poverty. Some really dark things happened to me, I won’t share here for it's painfully personal yet long story short, I was on a spiritual battle field in an industry that is highly influenced and even taken by spirits of greed, sex, violence and drugs. I knew it early and felt it was my job to save my field from all the harm circulating within it. I felt this not realizing the spiritual battlefield was not only my industry but "likely" ( I will note at the bottom why I say likely*) a person reality of being cursed. A lot of traumatizing things happened and through the worst of it I was dislocated from housing/shelter situations between 150-200 times in the 20 years I lived in Los Angeles. I was enduring serial homeless in new age, fighting for my life on the daily while being the award winning actress and playing pretend “I’m okay”, so well no one really knew not friends or family about the severity of survival was enduring. Yet, I was living a double dose of hell and being attacked by people out of the blue sometimes physically.

When my Dad suddenly passed in 2023 I couldn’t handle life anymore and I cry to God. All I heard was "Jesus" luckily I had been reading the Bible for a screenplay I was writing. With all this being said after my Dad died the sheltering misfortune went full throttle and I was intensely bouncing homes, house-sitting and living in car on in the woods anything to just rest for a night without putting myself in a lane to be targeted by the wrong person which happened once when I was living alone in the wilderness… it was bad and I was very ill because my gut was collapsing, even though I ate healthy and exercised as often as possible. Yet a body can't endure moving that much and no-one seems to be able to help nor deeply care.

I share it is "likely" a curse because one day, at the age of 38 while living w a 70 year old man who was lusting after me and even smacked me once. I woke and thought I was going to die. I decided to watch a ministry video by Derek Prince. It was about Generational Curses and I felt self identified. The one who breaks it gets it ten fold and it explained everything… I gave my life to Jesus that moment and felt it broke. I can’t even begin to properly explain the change in a nano second I felt. Then I truly felt the presence of Mary Magdalene come to me. She told me to pick up my cross and go live in my car away from the sexual predator housing me. I was living in my car when I was baptized and everything change bc the covering of Grace was over me. It’s not been that long yet God told me to write a book. I’m 170 pages in. I started it on the day of my Father’s Memorial bc he went to the grave only ever hearing me tell him how nice the weather is in LA. For if I told my parents the truth of my life I feared being scorned or more rejection. In it all I mastered to be a Jedi, yet often still face PTSD. I love Jesus, this will never change and through it all I believed he was worthy of all praise, I lived in a way to love others and even have built a company that honors charity to prove my during my life of on-going trauma I thought "how can I help others" . There is a video I made in 2022 on amountain to honor "Sermon on the Mount" about my company. It's been since Feb 2024. He has done so much but still not given me a home. I live in a tent by a river with my sweet Cat Stella.

Luckily I don't have kids tho I have had on-going abusive relationships back to back and everytime I met these men I was not seeking partnership, yet always hoping maybe a hug could come through to comfort years of surviving and compounding pain. I'm a survivor of things I would never wish upon anyone ever. In 2024 to 2025 I was baptized three times simply to make sure demons weren't hiding in me, each time in the water I was just praying whatever is keeping me homeless will be removed. I suppose I never became possessed by demon which through my research seems common for generational curse. Yet, I have begun to self deliver myself from researched "strongholds" -> orphan, rejection, chaos, sabotage, heaviness, infirmary

and suicide (post baptism enemy attacks).

I sleep in the forest and wake in the middle of the night to pray and praise.

As I mentioned I built a charity based media company and have written multiple screenplays and kept the same acting agent for years also was a leading high paid babysitter in LA for hundreds of children. One I even expelled a demon from prior to putting him to bed, wildly enough. I know demons and angels are real. Most of my life is a nightmare of a life I hid and still feel I must do to keep people from directly rejecting me. Yet, I just feel the hardest part now is being truly homeless and only having a place to rest for days or weeks, rarely months, this has broke me the most deep. I tend to think the devil knew I was a seer so he was highly successful in stealing my rest? Yet through this all I wrote a book called "My Father's Dragon Daughter" it's about a life seeing angels and demons while being homeless yet totally clean and building a company for charity and posing I had a life as a normal human being.

The reason it's called "My Father's Dragon Daughter" is because Psalms 18 was a powerful turning point in my life and revolves around my biological father's death. Psalms 18:8 God becomes the dragon in my imagination to defeat the weak dragon we connect with as Satan.

I have but a mustard seed of faith for my life moving forward. I always will. I tell Jesus too often I'm probably better taken from Earth than living on Earth for it seems no matter how deeply I attempt to gain through action or surrender a proper home which is biblically promised for a young clean woman it never happens and I'm hopscotching anywhere feels safe to rest. I do have a job yet it's not enough to pay for food and gas and random expenses.

I'm sorry, I don't know if it's just to post a go-fund me for children surviving human trafficking, war-zones, hospitalization and such deserve money and attention over me... yet if you wish to help perhaps becoming Sheltered for a year and healing from it all will allow me to become the Earth Angel I dream to be for Jesus, The Heavenly Father, Mother Earth, and the Holy Spirit.

I'm not anyone special and this is quite an embarrassment to post all this but feel free to send me a message if you are curious about my art, auto-biography, screenplays, have an audition (highly trained actress) for me, charitable media company or wish for me to join you in prayer.

intergalactikalive at gmail dot com

All Love,

Shekhina