Hi. My name is Ruth Rapp. I'm 50 years old. I am on the verge of homelessness. I have a serious mental disorder of major depression and anxiety. This depression doesn't allow you to get out of bed some days but recently I've pushed through and started working again. Then I got into a bad car accident with only the minimum insurance necessary to drive in my state. Unfortunately, i was at fault. I don't know where to turn. My small family has helped as much as they can and I'm desperate. The car is going to be at least $1800 to fix and get out of the impound lot and I'm behind $1300 (2 months) in rent with my gracious landlord at the end of his rope.

6 years ago i got sober with hopes of a life full of beauty. I know its out there i just need a little help seeing it. The embarressment of putting it all out there has been overwhelming until today. I can no longer be ashamed of where major depression has taken me.

I pledge to help at least one go fund me a month when I get back on my feet.

I don't know where to turn. I feel so completely alone. Thank you for anything you can give.