Hi, my name is Roman and earlier this year, I was diagnosed with FND, which is a neurological disorder that has affected my right side. I can't lift, carry, grip, push, or pull with my right hand/arm; it's like all the muscles disappeared. I don't feel my lung against my rib cage if I take a deep breath, and I can't feel my stomach when I'm full or hungry; it's like things disappeared in my body with walking even is a challenge and cant stand really longer then 30 mins before i spasm over and need to sit.

I've done over 24 hours of MRI, CAT scans, and over 100 X-rays to see what is going on, and all I've gotten is this neurological disorder, but my doctor is wanting a second opinion or to confirm it's FND. I haven't worked since February of this year and have had family and friends trying to help me with bills. I owe 44k in medical bills along with about 1.5k in other bills. This is my last option to try and get some help as I wait for Social Security Disability, so it could still be months till I get it.

I do have a wonderful fiancé who is helping, but with 4 kids and school stuff, it's hard, and we can't do Christmas this year basically. I'm ashamed I can't work and provide and in need to ask for help, but I can't do anything and have been trying, so this is my last option to ask for help as I can't do this on my own anymore. If you can, please help; if not, I appreciate your time in reading this. Thank you and have a great day/night.