Five years ago, during the darkest time of my life, I lost custody of my two daughters to my ex-husband through divorce. I was never served with the papers, and the custody plan gave my ex complete control over if and when I could see or even talk to my girls. In my pain, I was using meth as a way to cope with everything going on in our life but it was destroying me. In desperation, I called out to Jesus, not even knowing if He was real, and that was where my healing began. Over the past five years, I have allowed the Holy Spirit to transform me from the inside out, and I am now three years sober. I have reached out to my ex many times over the years about seeing my girls and being a part of their lives, but he has always dismissed my requests. Through it all, I have prayed and trusted, waiting for the right time. . After much prayer, I felt led to contact a lawyer after someone told me the name it hit me that I have worked with him before in our DFCS case , and I believe now is the time to pursue visitation modification. This will give me the chance to be reunited with my daughters and be a part of their lives again. Even if you cannot give, please pray for me and my family. May the Lord bless your generosity. The Bible verse that was placed on my heart is "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; the one who seeks finds; and to the one who knocks, the door will be opened." – Matthew 7:7-8