My name is Renee and all I have left in the world are my 2 wonderful kids who recently moved with their grandma because there's just not enough income to have them with me right nowI made a fundraiser a few months ago when tragedy struck and I lost all that I had in this world which was my Dad. He raised me, he loved me, he taught me and now he's gone. I haven't been able to fully process his passing because when I try i get this unbelievable pain and the sadness is overwhelming to say the least. It's been 4 months and I haven't done anything that I should like probate court for example. I still don't know exactly what to do but I trust that God will teach me. When I made my first gofundme a couple of months ago I didn't receive one single penny and it hurt, it still hurts to think of the many people who do know me and my son and know that not one person tried to help our fundraiser! I get that times are hard but sometimes others are going through just a bit more and they need support! Even though we might not ask for it, we do need it!! I still hate to have to do this AGAIN but no one is going to do it for me! We're going to lose our home if we don't get help! Im not gonna beat around the bush, I've done everything that I can and I'll continue to but I really need all of you who are reading this to put yourself in my shoes for just a few minutes and imagine what I am going through after losing my Dad, not being able to pay our mortgage, barely keeping the propane on, wondering when their going to turn off the utilities, praying that the nights will get warmer so we can save on the wood, now I had to send my baby boy with his grandma because i hate for him to see me struggle! I'm stuck in a bad dream and I ask God to please let me wake up soon! I'm scared, I'm tired, I'm disappointed and most of all I'm so sad. I need it to be a little familiar again and I don't know what i have to do to make that happen!! At least maybe not having to worry everyday about the past due bills might make this tragic time a little less traumatic. Whatever you can do to help us through this would mean so much to us and it'd feel a lot less lonesome. I feel like I'm losing my reality and it's a harsh feeling to have to endure on top of being without my Dad and kids I dunno how to get through this. I hate to sound weak but it's the truth! Godbless you and please find it in your heart to send $2, $3 or even $1!!!! Thank you for your time. Godbless you....