I was taking care of my grandma with early heart failure all my checks went to feeding her buying her things she needed just taking care of her period , my grandma is addicted to alcohol she made me lose my job and kicked me out because i wouldnt enable her , now im sleeping outside and getting rooms when i get donations but i need help .. please help me i have no family no friends no car i walk everywhere its hard and im just hoping for some help , i cant do shelters because im terrified of getting sa’d again , anything helps .. please