UPDATE. I want togive thanks to everyones support. Unfortunately I am still struggling. The whirlwind has calmed down and I am able to truly mourn. The tears are falling but needed.As the beggining of the month approaches the bills are piling up again. I have car/health insurance, pet expenses and our phones due. Swallowing my pride and asking for help isnt easy.I am applying for food benefits and temporary medical leave but the wheels turn slowly.Any help appreciated till I get my head and heart straght. As most of you know, I lost my sweet love, Lear, on March 5th. Life has been a whirlwind of pain and joyous memories. I also lost our home and am currently in Washington trying to figure out the future for me and our cats.

I'm currently overdrawn on my bank account and any help is appreciated. Also, if anyone in the PNW has a vehicle I could borrow, it would be a huge help. Yakima will be my home base, and I will need transportation to work, which I am actively seeking. Love to you all.